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tuning pegs. [10 Nov 2009|09:19pm]
i played bananagrams last night. i used the word 'lysergic' but i didn't win. i didn't even peel ONCE.

i think i'll probably delete this.
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"plath was the first to use the word 'achoo' in the world of serious poetry. 'gobledygoo', too." [24 Sep 2009|10:10pm]
[ music | finger tapping. ]


left my friend an obnoxious voicemail
thought about going to boston for the weekend [not going to happen]
felt like a complete tool for listening to biggie smalls while sitting in a comfortable chair at early college.


i love being the ugly roommate.
ugly reminds me of shrek and he turned out okay, right?

sarah just knocked on the door.
i got up to open it and got total vertigo.

i made a joke today that the blood they took from me to test iron levels or something became the marinara sauce for pasta at dinner
i laughed but everyone else thought it was gross.
i don't have sufficient protein, apparently. sux2bme
sike!
i'm luckier than at least 99% of the population
i guess god really does love ugly!


but i hope you hate it.

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spirit animals [21 Sep 2009|07:14am]
[ music | geese. ]


wrote a critical analysis of lady lazarus. can't help but feel like sylvia would have laughed.
pee-tee fill-kinz probably will, too.

i judge people by the strengths of their respective spirit animals.
sylvia says she's like a phoenix.

nuh-thann-yull says he's like a wolf.

i compared myself to a snake yesterday but i forget why. prolly somethin biblical.
kyle says that my spirit animal is biggie smalls, though.
i'd beat everyone else in a fight, except i don't know how physically strong biggie is
i just know that he's got ill-eeee-gull firearmz

EDIT two seconds later: 
yesterday people were making racist jokes and i told them it was fucked up
considering that we were a room full of privileged white people

they cried "REVERSE RACIZM!11!" when i talked about how ridiculous and oppressive white 'culture' is

i'm reading Bomb The Suburbs and upski says that white people are like snakes
in that there are some ones that won't hurt you, but you probably shouldn't
go around picking up snakes to find a good one

maybe i am a snake, after all


i am such a self-righteous tool.



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nine twenty oh nine [20 Sep 2009|01:35pm]
[ music | window fan. ]

you know how yr fingertips get pruny when you're in water for a really long time? well i stayed in the shower so long that my whole hands became pruny. i think that i may well be a prune.
hotter hotter hotter hoooottttttttteeeeeeeeerrrrrr because HEAT KILLS GERMS, RIGHT?!?!!!

keep scrubbing. dirt and bugs. dirt and bugs
;
if i keep getting cleaner, i'll be godlier.
but i still won't be god.

[my friend once used pages of the bible to roll cigarettes when he was out of papers
i laughed but inside i think i
may
have been
rejoycing]


i just kind of want to take the pages of every religious doctrine
and make paper cranes because creased paper
is less definitive than
the threat of hellfire

plus i think that for every thousand of those you make (paper
cranes, i mean)
you get a wish.

but who would grant it?

god dammit
[see? you again]

you know what?
forget it.

hallelujah.


edit, five hours later:
hallelujah!
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introduction [19 Jul 2009|07:14pm]
[ music | gasp ]

i like when i'm crying and i look up at a lightbulb and it's like a supernova because the light is warped by water
;
sitting cross-legged in basements i've never seen before

i'm gonna find a way

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